Bidding you all farewell! Letting all of you know that my ban on DVs is a PERMANENT BAN, and there is no hope of it ever being lifted.....this DJ will shut down, as well as the one I had on DVs (maybe Seeka will erase it for good).

Asc or any other DV member that even cares I am gone forever, and shutting this place down to boot...leave your email address here, and I will let you know about something good I have left.....behind. I may or may not respond. Only time will tell.

I am only here for now. Yesterday I was camping with some high school seniors (consider the fact I am no longer a high school senior), juniors, sophmores, and middle school girls. It was awesome, though the night was chilly, because I chose to Sci-fi....and had plenty of accuracy in it to boot...though most of the girls either listened a bit, then ran away, 3 of them told me that Sci-fis are not dreams (again!! Doh!)...but no matter. I will put down today's now, and tomorrow's Saturday.

Sci-fi

Finally after putting my earplugs, I was able to make my escape, and Sci-fi away! Upon Sci-fi'ing, and being right above the campsite, I saw the camp leaders cleaning up the campsite, though they were all ignoring me. Judging from the moon's position, it was around 11PM. I then flew off to a secret location only I know about, and afterwards, came back and seeing the position of the moon, and according to it, it should be around 1AM, I headed to my tent, and everyone was asleep, including my friend, Lynette. Next to her was of course, my unconscious duplicate. I go back to bed, only to face very cold skin. I finally fell asleep again 2 hours later.

LD

I was having fun of course, in my own world. Playing Nintendo, mostly, but also making myself a member on DVs again (I can dream about it!!)

I had LDs for a long time afterwards, after suffering 2 hours of insomnia at a time. Most were just me playing in my Dreams, while some of them were either FAs or fake Sci-fis.

For those who wonder on DVs who got banned, the answer to that one is that I got banned (I guess only Ice, splash, Asceplis, and Seeka are the only ones that really know that so far).

Well, to keep others on their toes, I will put down my LDs, even though I remember not so much of them.

Oh, and here is yesterday afternoons Sci-fi

Twilight Sci-fi

During my time at Crescent View, there were whole bunches of people crying, and I could not just go up to them and help them during the church meeting, so upset and crying, I ended up falling asleep in the church lobby. Then I flew off from the church couch and found myself in 5PX. Apparently, it wasn't that busy today there either. I did have a lot of fun visiting people inside the little cloud caves, though (you might say that they are like Tree houses). Then I headed back, knowing I needed to do so.

LD

Apparently, I forgot this one!

LD

I was back at the tech center, trying to get a class there again. I knew it was a dream though, and could never happen. I even chatted with Ms Wazeck again (she was my teacher and good friend). Although I did not care too much for school, I loved the Tech center, as it was pure Multimedia!

I was also able to get up earlier as well!! I was a lot more relaxed this morning (last night, I did not post as I was mourning over my boyfriend being dead again).

Man, last night was really weird.

Sci-fi

Finally, we manged to see the last 2/3 of Superman w/o any interuptions, though we did end up a few minutes late, since it took until 12:01AM, due to my unwillingness to Sci-fi (sometimes that does happen), once I really did Sci-fi, I felt a bit better about it, since I knew I was going to be fine, I found Cody flying over my house, and caught up with him. He said he wanted to watch Superman this time w/o interuptions. It was so awesome finally being able to watch the remander of Superman. Afterwards, Cody and I flew home and after seeing my unconscious duplicate and the time (it was 3:30AM).

LD

I don't remember exactly what I did, but I really had so much fun that I did not want to awaken and face reality, but I knew I had to in order to be able to face getting up at 4:30AM on Tuesday (Temple day is 5AM in the Summer and 2:30PM in the Fall, Winter, & spring so I can avoid crowds and more people). , 4:30AM on Thursday (due to the fact that the camp for girls younger than me is actually pretending to be an army-based camp, so I will be getting up at 4:30AM to do pushups), and 4:30AM on Friday (flying to Providence for a week to try to cool off a bit, after getting banned, ruining my sister's wedding, being graduated, using up all my $$ for college, getting ready for college, my dad's retirement, my Uncle's wedding on a Sunday [and no, he doesn't belong to our religion b4 you ask], my Grandma's suffering, and more reasons why I need this vacation very badly to try to get rid of some of my frustration before college begins)

LD

This one was one of the weirdest LDs I have had in a long time. While having a fun time at Lagoon (still knowing I was LDingI found a cute little kid who was supposedly taking pictures of people. The only problem was that he caught a drunk guy whizzing in front of everyone into a bush. He took a pic of him (silly kid), and the drunk guy got angry and chased him, trying to whiz on him. I then flew in front of him, and took the kid away (I don't like it when kids get picked on at all, as I know kids cannot hurt me like grown ups and teens can, b/c they don't know any better than that), and though the guy then tried to fire at us, I used my dream ability to fly away with the kid safely in hand. The kid then was feeling much better, and I was flying over Lagoon, I found a safer place to go. Apparently, the drunk guy was gone, but I could not find his parents (even though it was a LD, I really wanted to challenge myself reguardless, and even dove off of a cliff to try to get him to safety. I then found what looked to be a very safe place, so I set the kid down, and talked to him for a little while, letting him play a new DS game called Super Mario Sci-fi DS**. Suddenly, another bad guy appeared, ready to rape the poor kid. I on the other hand wouldn't let him, and changed the script so the kid could not get raped. Then the bad guy tried to shoot him, but I went in front of him, so the kid could not be killed. Afterwards, I was in a lot of pain, but I knew how to escape the pain fast, and proceeded to fake Sci-fi (a fake Sci-fi is an unofficial Sci-fi that occurs inside a LD) first. Having escaped the pain, I then worry about what could happen to me in the LD inside this LD. I see my so-called unconscious duplicate there, with her hand over her heart, and blood everywhere. I then see the kid, who had apparently gotten shot as well. Though I am still worried of the fate of my unconscious duplicate (I know this is a Dream, but remember that I am highly thanatophobic), I worry about the kid as well, suffering a little bit and crying. Not hesitating, I proceed to grab his Sci-fi form away (an ability I have mastered in LDs, but I am unsure if you can grab people's Sci-fi forms in a true Sci-fi) from that suffering thing. He is a young adult in my arms now, as am I. Although I am tortured at what could happen to my unconscious duplicate, as it seemed almost dead now, and not forgetting at all this is only a dream, but overcomed by my thanatophobia, the kid's Sci-fi form sees his mother, and wants to go down to her, but I tell him that she wouldn't be able to see us, and he starts to cry as he asks me, "So, where are you taking me?" I could only say I was taking him home, and flying through stuff, still holding him in his arms, I hear the police approaching, and just as I am about to take him to the LD afterlife, then attempt to go back to my own life, someone said, "Help! This man just killed a teenage woman, and a young boy, and though authorities were trying to revive them, they simply could not!" I was now scared to death, fearing LD jail, but more concerned about this young boy, I fly off with him and awaken. I was so scared, but fell back asleep and after taking that boy away, I went back to my corpse, re-entered it, and came back to life, still in some pain, but everyone was happy I was alive, though they were sad the boy was not. I told them, "Hey! Did you not figure out that you all are a part of my dream?", and wake up after changing the ending.

**In this Super Mario game, Mario could have Sci-fis, wearing a white robe, having the blue sash connected to his unconscious duplicate's belly button (make sure it doesn't break, or Game Over!!). Bowser has accessed the Sci-fi worlds, and has wreaked havoc on them Via Sci-fi, capturing the princess, unleashing demons from Hades to hurt these Sci-fi worlds (except they cannot reach the highest layer), and even sending his troops to kill any of those who decide to Sci-fi and in order to reach the princess, the player would have to keep finding really safe spots, making Mario Sci-fi, and then entering him into the Sci-fi worlds, with the only weapon usable was a Fire Sword.

Well, here are my LDs for today!

LD

I was surfing with my waterproof DS with me! I then saw a character that looked just like Seeka, and knowing I should do the LD task, I hurried and went towards a waterfall, going onto dry land, and then jumping off the cliff. I then land into the water and divide into 2. After that, I do heart surgery on my 2nd half and CPR, b/c she did stop breathing. She then told me about this scary dream she had. We reunited, and then I did a heart surgery on the DC that looked like Seeka! I put him under anasetic and he ended up having a fake Sci-fi, and I made his heart and body 20 years younger. Then I hid as he woke up, knowing he would probably be disappointed if he saw me (considering I am a banned user), so I flew above him and hid behind a cloud (I knew I was dreamin', but b/c of my stress, I know I have a bit less control in my LDs, but enough to be able to do stuff like fly and play my Nintendo DS), but I saw him in Sci-fi form unfortunately, and we chatted for a little while, but he said he was still skeptical, even though he was Sci-fi'ing, b/c he thinks it is only a dream, and I tell him it really is only a dream, but still is quite fun!!

Suffered a lot of SP this morning, and had many FAs, a Sci-fi, and a LD about playing Pokemon Sapphire. I will put down the Sci-fi, though!

Sci-fi

Using the rolling technique to try to awaken myself, I am hovering above the floor and it is 8:30AM. I am currently thinking this is some sort of FA LD. So I decide to fly to the Grand Canyon (which has quite a few people river rafting and swimming) and jump off the cliff (to complete the task of course) and I do. My dive is a bit slow, so I figure that my dream body must have decided to fly instead of crash land, so I made it so I would dive down as fast as possible, only to find myself inside the earth's crust and very close to the mantle (I could hear the magma boil). I am thinking to myself, "Why did I go right through the earth's crust....am I possibly...Sci-fi'ing?" I then do a quick Sci-fi check, and see that I really am in my white robe, and not breathing. I then figure out that I am Sci-fi'ing this time, and know very well I cannot get credit for the LD task in a Sci-fi (even though falling towards the mantle is pretty awesome), I head back to bed at about 8:46AM, seeing that my unconscious duplicate must have attempted to get up, but fainted in the process..

Been a while since I have posted here, huh? I am more bitter now about being banned than ever...

Anyways, other than a Sci-fi I do not want to discuss here, here is my LD from this morning:

LD

Having a little bit of fun, and with my Nintendo DS in hand, I jumped off of a cliff, but instead of dying when I went splat, I was split in half, with my other half completely unconscious. I then had to do heart surgery on her to get her all better. After that, I did it on Ramu, who had supposedly jumped off the cliff as well, and just for fun, I did heart surgery on Seeker on the Nintendo DS game. Sweet! I then just started to fly afterwards after reuniting with my lost half. I even went onto DV's new site (which I know is impossible now, since I am banned) and performed heart surgery on Icedawg on their new computer game (which I know is impossible), and talked about Sci-fis without getting into any trouble at all, b/c I knew it was a dream all along and made it all happen there!

I completed the LD task, but not the Precog one b/c of Temple Tuesday (not allowed to do stuff like that then).

Oh, how I seriously wish I could return to DVs, but at this point, I believe the ban could possibly be permanent, but I will still watch over it in anyway I can, even if I am no longer allowed on there.

I have my dream control completely restored now, but I have had far too many dry spells in terms of recall due to having an insomnia spell to boot (it was so bad, I ended up getting as much sleep as I did before the Sci-fi EEG, plus the fact I had enough Sci-fis [mostly inside the house] to last a while), though I do remember some LDs I have had of returning to Dream Views again, and having as much fun as I can with it before I can wake up (I always fight with my mom, saying I don't want to get up and face reality anymore, because there really is no point). I may not have the guts to kill myself, but I do try to escape from people and reality as much as possible, whether it be spacing out, turning to my video games, Multimedia, the computer, my LDs, and Sci-fis (well, they aren't really escaping reality completely, but the fact people do ignore me that are not Sci-fi'ing is much easier to handle). After all Multimedia=LDs, because in both, you assign the rules, and the possibilities are endless.

Well, anyways, here is the Sci-fi I had last night (I did try this afternoon during my break at work, but a mouse woke me up):

Sci-fi

Mostly all I did was explore at about 3:27AM, and came back at 5:35AM in different areas, just for the heck of it.

Sorry I have not put in any entries lately...I am still waiting for Ice to Email me and lift my ban (that is, if he ever does so.

Early Saturday morning, I did manage to Sci-fi, but because of the Insomnia spell I have been having for the past while, I didn't Sci-fi until later (about 2:05AM, according to my mom's clock), and I did manage to chat with Cody for a while, but we ended up missing all but the last minute of Superman. I did manage to fly and talk with him for a while, though.

I forgot the rest of my LDs, thanks to my pushy parents making me do my chores for that day.

Well, here are todays, and whether I ever right in here again or not is up to my pushy parents...

LD

This one was cool, but I only have it hanging by a thread, so if I am going to write it down, I had better do so b4 I am summoned to do more chores. Anyways, I was in my own dream setting (my apartment, when a DC representing Ice came over. I had a really great visit with him, and wouldn't stop chasing him (I am like a fan of his, like fans you see on TV, even though he banned me). He told me he would let me back after I went to Providence (I will be there in 3 weeks), and he told me to never have Sci-fis or mention them again if I really wanted to have my ban lifted then. I told him how I wished I could, but they come with a vengance at times, so I can never stop having them. He was really disappointed, but proceeded to have a bottle of beer, and was so drunk he fell to the floor. I then take a pic of him, and he drives off in his car completely drunk (he is pretty cute when he is drunk like he was), and I remember he couldn't be here in real time, and it would make this a dream, so I yell out in the Dream Scene, and he said, "You got that right....BUURRPP!! Know where I could find a bathroom?" I said, "There is one around the block!!" and end up waking up.

Sci-fi

This was funny. It was 8:25AM in the morning, and I go BTB for a minute or 2. Then I feel like I have to really go to the bathroom, but stuck in SP, I couldn't move. I then ended up going inside the bathroom anyways, Sci-fi style at 8:32AM (the door was closed, but seeing as it was a hologram...), and not only am I missing a reflection in the mirror, my mom was in the tube (all I saw was her head, luckily), and I apologize. Then I head back into my room. Seeing as it is 8:37AM now, I look around, and find my unconscious duplicate right in my bed, as usual. I then decide to go to Lagoon (as in the park here in Utah) to see how it was doing. Surprisingly, it was not open yet, but there were people setting it up, getting the place ready to open. I did not want to explore more of it, b/c I know that is against Sunday law. After a while of sight-seeing, I headed home at about 9:45AM, and decided to go back to bed.

Not surprisingly, I did manage to have many FAs involving the same incident.

Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I have built up so much stress that I couldn't control my LDs, and nearly lost my awareness, but not quite, because I am not that stupid.

However, I did manage to LD the future again (ha ha ha!)!! I am a guess wizard, so obviously if my mind is cool, sometimes it could spark a little bit (that is why I never mind spoilers).

Okay, well here are my LDs:

Sci-fi

I floated above my bed, and of course, my unconscious duplicate as well as my sash. I then start meditating, and likely floating back into my bed and into my LD mind.

Precog LD

Sweet! I was inside my mind basically, I ended up seeing my mother and telling her I forgot to have my OJ, and she said I needed the VC, so she gave me a huge cup full. I then am in 3rd person, and am inside the Temple. I see myself from a movie perspective inside the Temple, which is empty, but fills up from behind me. The me that I see goes up to one of the ladies and says, "So what are the odds of the crowds appearing today?" Reading my own mind, I pick up, "I would like to know the odds of what it is like on Wednesdays, so maybe I can come then as well as early Tuesday morning?" The Temple lady told me it was a 50:50 probability. The recovery was so intense, and I was totally refreshed afterwards.

Everything above happened the same, except I was the me inside the movie. I have finally gotten rid of all of that stress I was holding for too long.....(I get rid of all the stress and worrying at the Temple only)

Twilight Sci-fi

Well, after having that LD, I was back out of bed again. It was 1:27AM this time, so I finally figured out that it was at least an hour since I not only Sci-fi'ed (it was around 12:43AM), but went straight into LD mode as well. I decided to head off to XP5 just for fun, though I was a bit depressed, because I missed the Temple on Temple Tuesday. I was really depressed for a little bit, seeing a Sci-fi'er pass by as I am just sitting there. I then head back for home at about 4:25AM

LD

Nothing too fancy....just played some Nintendo DS.

I will say this again: I DO NOT HAVE A FEVER ANYMORE!! After having that LD about cooling down the room, and ridding it of mutants (except for the speakers [supposedly, my 'still-infected ears]). After the LD I had, I was fighting fit again, except for my ears (I was probably at least 95% again [the -5% being my ears])
Though I have appeared in several pics and movs, as well as Cody and splash have in Sci-fi dreams only, I still have my doubts of them being any higher than a simple WILD. I forgot that I erased Cody's, but they did get him at some place (a movies 9, or some other theature, I believe). Cameras for some odd reason can get into other people's heads, and film them, but they are not visible until the film develops usually.

(that was probably me, since I am known to fly high, and you can kind of see the sash trailing from behind, can't you?)
quotes (if you can think of any, let me know):
Scientist: Where does that jet-stream (i.e. sash) behind that thing lead?
Sci-fi me: Could you please stop taking my pic? I don't like it at all, and neither does my sash.

Anyways, since I was at my big sister's house, I was able to Sci-fi at her house, and having plenty of fun LDs.

Twilight Sci-fi

I went down to XP5 at about 1:27AM. I then learned what it took to teach my sister's church class of young ones, and I learned enough from a wise person (dunno if she was Sci-fi'ing or dead), and came back at about 1:35AM (because time in XP5 is slightly faster than ours, I had at least 1/2 hour their time)

LD

Mostly just goofed off, though I couldn't play DS b/c my religion doesn't permit me doing certain things in my LDs.